This week Jeni Mc interviews Ryan Stoick, an entertainer with cerebral palsy. Ryan describes his medical history and managing his life and health. Ryan also talks about overcoming internal strife like fear and embarrassment that can come from chronic illness.
This episode is sponsored by DiPSy Doodle Productions Voice Talent Dave Holly
[0:57] Hello mrs and welcome back to the second pane podcast in your hostess jenny mac and i am here today with a friend and funny man raynes.
That is the first time you see when radio podcast which is not referred to me as her friend before this is the store and we are facebook official,
it’s too weird on facebook official for quite sometime and sometimes when something doesn’t he said that’s.
And part of the reason generally when i do an interview with the with somebody about their health condition.
We don’t use first and last name in order to keep people and minnows allure and mystery privacy but it’s,
you have been very open about that from young childhood you have,
in public are conditioned ahead yes and also ryan is an entertainer we on.
[2:05] Sometimes you can do that are based on that is gonna get funny and yes we do mean few laughs right yes is okay so tell me why are you here.
I’m here because you invite.
But will probably here to provide some insight.
On condition of tires of physical pain and physical obstacles that i have to deal with has a result of my condition.
And hopefully provide some assistance to people you’re going through exactly this or something similar to it.
And hopefully adjustment for an hour what what is your present condition my permanent condition is cerebral palsy.
Okay question number one and taking advantage of the right is laid back on the gas we isn’t kids is there was a soldier,
will post will post pictures that you have to pay so when people say there will policy.
They are saying it wrong yes terrible is not the word is an easy thing to get it wrong and does that verse in way from the years but it’s regrown and the way that i.
Figured into my to see right was so revere a cerebral it’s my bracelets cerebral palsy and.
[3:38] Holy the general definition policy the general public you visualize paralysis or tremor or something so your condition affects your brain.
Well there is no user which are my condition affects my body condition is rooted in my car,
it’s because of what happened in my brain that has no affect on his blog so that’s probably another misconception the general public.
To describe that just what is the human what i owe you you know difficulty with mobility me walking in and get his can’t seem right is not wheelchair bound.
But is you you always walk with the work with this and can my mom says that just like dr house on tv it’s very nice.
His mom is a liar sometimes it’s me who was user error so.
[4:42] To susan api sunday medicine that you have trouble with your life you yes you do but he said it damage your yeah that’s where it shows is founder effect.
There’s a major us river forms the is it’s not just for the body to the center of the brain.
And depending on what area of the brain is affected and house of yours that fact is depends how the physical symptoms manifest themselves.
So the the time of the policy that i have affected the specific region of my brain that controls balance coordination what’s the walk.
I really don’t have.
A whole lot of cincinnati area is alright it’s just a socialist that is there a funny thing was when i was growing up i did have trouble.
Grassy hulu pencil was the considerable new back in kindergarten because i can’t hold pencil at home working on drum combo so you know what’s right.
That could be just like that they’re different analogies for every child and.
They just wanted to take to what this affected you and talk a little bit then your condition stems from.
And birth how you fan is where you are the manager and.
[6:17] I’m assuming that was not an easy delivery for myself and the pretty baby mommy it’s not easy to have a baby when you’re not expecting.
Yeah i’m sure that there were a lot of.
Set alarm cos was special just cuz nature of my birthplace for story after story from different family members my grandparents a mistake with these.
You’re the newspaper and you from a small town and so that was another obstacle you were born in.
How to have to flake raise me yeah i was written in the talmud where it says here early and i’m gonna please let and.
What happen was i so future that the doctors were sir in the fact that we’re fairly certain.
I was that is right away they have mr coming there fairly certain i’m going to not be out of the litter box i was air lifted to minneapolis and my heart stopped three times.
But it’s in city hears and is having a six sense only and he seemed to ira i didn’t make it and i have a number of the newspaper where i was,
or else there’ll they and their company and.
[7:47] Although let’s what ever exactly the moments of the damage to the brain.
In labor and delivery nurse some more likely just because i have been so under developed and such a delicate state that.
The end of time with him in the medical term is getting a lot of their in.
It had to have happened at some point during that and year mom license like i said my pc is.
We we do things is dr a house last weeks before my son was born she was born four weeks early but they are giving us a lot,
steroids the repair her and has for,
yeah your head know where is she didn’t go in the doctors office before or say the doctor teachers do tenderloin and is there anything we should do when we can do.
So make sure that my baby is because i’m first for child for.
[8:56] My friend’s friend something first experience and.
The doctor just saying all you just use it and or someone question creep back up is there anything we should know just fine.
And that’s when my mom total phony so she went to the doctor.
Oh yo up fine just home gets arrested and society okay and will not always is that was me knocking on the door because lever arm and the.
I was using only getting more hours is.
No the message for my baby will do you still working what will make you still have to pay you when services case so then.
[9:52] Record in all of the adventures and going fast on these that it still wasn’t parents father and.
Yeah he was and can be corporation weird ugly i did,
have medical experiences before that because it was so early and i had.
Delivered so soon that my ears were not yet completely formed fold it sounds like,
it from the face of the doctors gave my parents a little too will have to every once in awhile just will not seven years they form,
correctly and then goes actually born cross-eyed to so i had to have a procedure to correct my eyes,
and there are pictures of the playing with the past in the same place in an and.
And why is it was so toddler age when.
Most babies are crawling sitting up trying to get up on the road to riches wasn’t doing that when arriving whenever i sit up.
We will claim this service just turns my family denise absolutely done where.
My mom passed error is on the floor and sitting operate my legs are all in for me and fullbacks of water does to me and had.
[11:28] And that was just your body’s natural including my own volition to get our was to does so then.
I know you talked about it and a little bit i need you had some surgical interventions.
This was the first baby one.
Well i zero the broken for a two mile condition but the first one.
Was when i was five years old that’s happened growing call home or in this actually set the phone in my name in order to fly to california.
To do the time and sterile surgery that was being done kids with cp.
Turn on the what because i still love was born so this time off is there was really.
Almost no way for you to turn it around going going difference doctors and specialists astronomers hospital is his kid.
I know my parents were able to do some things out tonight to our walk with a walker with the letter and.
But i can do anything on my own and my water to walk or whatever call from reader please place.
[12:59] Arm this for procedure in california is known as a result we’re unhappy visitors are he is that.
Are you still have a in his car on my way back in.
You see sometimes use the stars but it’s is more back because the darker in and dissected asus routers must call.
[13:25] And because what happening is my muscles the off a spastic takes where,
and i could start model is only and i couldn’t please my foot flat on the floor so what you to lay her sign is telling it up did you experience pain humane tax,
sweetheart i’m guessing and for physical therapy and things like that i’m sure that the fruit you see you didn’t actually see more speakers movement strategy and so.
To help you they had her do yes and in growing physical there was a big part of growing up.
Well we would have distraction that will happen if you exercise and they were chamber service and they will try to make everything fun will try to have everything.
Into it but there are some things in this there process that they’re just her and the the kids from not hurt but they have to they have to um so that.
[14:30] Things don’t get worse right right his you been where she if you let your muscles.
You right back yeah so listen very early ages and whose concept of.
I know it hurts i’m sorry for what you have to do this friday you have to insist heard you but you got this to be better to be in salt lake city and.
Post surgery and school aged things like that how long it’s your life was.
Regular schedule physical therapy.
There are some things shouldn’t be but now doesn’t now on well but i have hats a young and just regular exercise red dress.
As it turns out early in my new physical therapy using exercise your doing or just slows physical therapy hurts order for me don’t want to just wanna watch tv with your friends.
And i always have yo be forced to my exercises that when you get to the older.
You notice that all this this particular just regular gym exercise is doing what this exercise where i used,
doing a kid right when the same things you were you cant do it just because new years resolution you have about and that.
[16:02] There’s session with the part of what hurts the manager now is for for just a long time to i had.
I had gotten very very lazy and just and also for lunch or the sound people in a very easy on wheat which puts stress on my joints which is making me not.
Easy to move around and with limitation for ira had as a result of having served palsy cerebral palsy i did you didn’t i in plants and got your.
But is result of having cerebral palsy is not easy to begin with that was that was making with everything works.
So i just assigned to.
[16:54] But will the someone people want to this your arms right and this year i’m going to stick to it and are red and then that for anyone there is you’ve got.
You know i’m ready to go see a personal trainer or if you if you see service is programmed to suit going to work because.
[17:19] At first is up for his interview sure but as it is with me now now i know is greater.
Movie i don’t know the rules and always will.
Walking in have your renters familiar with my gate right and how you see shuffle around for children today walked straight and feet were on the floor.
And it’s because of the exercise beginning uses later on that list stretching my muscles and and.
Making the muscles understand what that means anything better tuned to what is to be done in order to take a better step to answer all.
[18:07] Her how are you in cells.
Comfortable person you talk about podcasts is that recently you had shared on facebook.
As we all do it and share from pg file you shared something that specifically address the chronic pain factor.
[18:32] He you’re right always and where you have the mobility issues things that i would assume a lot of people said you have to use a walker need in life people then they will.
[18:46] Favor once it is causing other pain that i’m but i never really considered that you would.
And is listen me i realize i say that they chronic pain is part will go through.
[19:04] What were you thinking on a day-to-day what’s.
What role does he play in life there is always and i think this is cumulative not.
Just because of the super oasis but as a result of this you are there in.
Hundreds of thousands of missteps of failed attempts to get someplace all right.
Video where the crash and burn falls yet just it’s it’s tough to get around don’t always six.
And is the mother of fact of bumps bruises scrapes scratches scars.
My name is that interest say your moneys look like in her forty miles some so much dirt and callouses have and.
Grounded monies to nepal versus his usually monies right on and just the way.
When somebody service is always that bodies contorted muscle or affected is is just kind of a human thing where now.
There isn’t and probably always will just die all frog and a that’s always there that.
It’s time for movies here with water but it is just something you can’t just be used to the shopping okay well this is.
What are good days and feel like from now on anybody’s listening to this and has chronic pain and we have.
[20:43] And white like the patient is your moment where we have that pain is always ands.
[20:53] We don’t even that pain about tree because yeah cuz that he is always he’s.
[21:06] So there what medications you take or what over the counter stuff friday so it’s not gonna get rid of it it’s always uses their.
And so is there any part of your daily life that is pain management or is it true you like management.
It’s that was or is exactly why management takes.
A little longer three that takes a little bit longer than the ones that to make my breakfast it you know i live in had a certain.
Conditions on which surface is just enough space to be able to spread out and get dressed and where there there’s just always something that’s a little different about my team that.
Stands basically from.
[22:02] This has happened just everything stinks little longer there’s always there’s always someone around something is always a different leads that.
And just threw.
[22:14] How to live life and have to get this stuff done being by yourself you figure out right and and some of that is to avoid.
In that case you paint from you the came car in the q injuries to get around now or so.
[22:36] You have lived your life of pain is hard child part that growing up and this is the dolls.
Eventually come to terms of things with a point in your life whether year.
[22:55] Early childhood or adolescence or early teens will we do you think you started to.
How was asian that the pain is for where am and this that’s you have to.
[23:13] Except it is not just just stopping through candidate or something that pays for my things are about it’s.
[23:27] Turn your analysts or maybe in the early stages of this one one year younger if you expertise faulty or is there a broken bone but the super bowl.
It will hurt for awhile then he is your father the rough and tumble kids yeah it hurts for a while on your phone and fall on my knees hurt for a little bit then.
And just the wheels so everybody was isn’t dropping some was.
[23:59] That shit ain’t even adds up right and his funeral and then just comes a point where all of us and it happened.
From the in another reason why i kinda last month is there is.
I said i’m fine you know i don’t like it has the eyes of those and the part that is the guy right side to.
Just chilling arsenal to what you know and seven being child be getting the seven is the team is.
And just or can point where getting that’s why.
This can’t bro yeah i have fallen have heard this means and.
It’s just the blower is just can’t.
There’s not angles and take this nice discounts on them and it wasn’t that isn’t thing one of the side effects of.
That was in the head because they dissected both forty percent of the nerves in my spine so as a result of that.
I only have one very very very high tolerance for pain and.
[25:25] Is all it takes a lot for me even acknowledge they’re from the sale.
Ouch side hurts because you know if they even like.
For example in the shower right for something to feel hot it has to be very handy not did you not that but.
[25:50] So we’re but when i was growing up late and then this is something where you know that the user.
What people for to see each moments and kind of miss it where you were going i was showered with my brothers use less water and.
[26:11] I am tomorrow to do what i thought was born.
Am i gonna be screaming is hot in the in in the corner on it’s not hot it’s warm water and.
And get in trouble because you don’t you list reminders for that and it was because for some of your warm for me it has to be hot for somebody else so then.
Is constantly full feeling until you hit that hot feel yeah.
So you can even temperature rises it is to he where it’s warm and it is warm the tissues warring that can effect you send you your greatest hits on it’s cold in and.
[26:58] Therefore told is honey no schools our no and.
So then did you everywhere i myself with my muscles the benefits of whole.
He is stupid they don’t work as they should so even though your muscles were serious and truly warm water did you drink hundred muscles to be stupid yeah.
The and sync all to live in the winter time now or is this a local did you get.
The wheel moves are so what joints and.
Are the walking the steps so that the school my.
Are my knee joint to this money to go through that just walked right in and that is the point where.
You know where that is where,
on june seven hundred this world would fall winter sometimes we’re so i can get what is the the there’s a place right but and talked about being in tune to.
[28:09] Let’s see your shows and seeing where is the end of the night and.
I see your face.
He’s a nurse takes a person paying were okay he is.
No one else knows that he’s in pain at all and i know your your your coming to wear your episode where is this unit like okay people.
Is it sunny movie to see in grams or ounces for a cigarette is yeah what pain that we see that is part of the eye thing in the.
Her mouth is that his job or brace yourself for the he where is.
Right now you and i are both currently sitting here in some level of pain and it need hummus looks like and if it’s where can.
This podcast go out to people every where the bitches at this point interject.
For business owners that have establishments with i see with high chairs.
[29:25] God damn you all the upstairs lights because that is is is leaking everyone.
The imitation is get the share and oh all the feelings leaves,
my lower extremities and my listlessly care and then yeah.
If this things to where if.
[29:59] Yeah us know what is this about myself and is.
Is this be something more eventually her my ass in.
Dark chocolate and someone to her into bed what do something and make it so that you can do something with my friends and right is used to.
So when you wanna places and.
That he doesn’t want to hold you on one half do with no past is your mind it’s it is very emotional and.
This is a the measure to suffer one cares do this wire money can i go through this normal but we also can’t just be my friends do this thing that they want.
It’s my friend’s one stones and you wanna hang out with me and i knew what was and two but my body won’t let me move on let’s go home most of the on.
Perfect and the the title of this passes tactical me because.
It took me several years to learn what you’re describing their and and learn how to.
[31:22] Have a strategy to everything and you.
Where is india what is the weather like how close are where it’s really just right here for story your friend flight of stairs.
When were over there is not a good size for these plays first of all i was very tempted just to the rocky balboa six legislators.
Is this is this is ruben is on his does but he.
I don’t wanna be starting rest before you sit down to read acts and i knew face time i can do that is not is that people talk about of believers disability.
You could do whatever sometimes we’re in places no start taking the stairs and,
bless their hearts someone please and half way place years before they say all we hear.
Heater and spend some time to one half way back down what is working good so this is god influenced there’s always on line on the the stairs and,
if so i know manageable flying all probably just end up taking the stairs more often bro leaders,
he is superman balance and strategy life managing your body needs to,
you need to call her license because of be good for me in the long run if i get social services and kinda flighty.
[33:00] Because there’s nothing to lose ever voice your concerns when i get.
It’s sluggish and lazy and what will people watch is fun and wheelchair before this or and.
When you’re young you don’t think that i don’t write something as as you get older.
So it all comes on with the most yearly on oh oh.
If it gets worse than that and i’m gonna and then i’m gonna wheelchair for the rest of my life and.
You cautionary tale is one of those and everyone has them for.
Every moment in life where they live on my own now but.
When in this case it came from dealing with payments on the inside we’re about eight miles falls and so is my physical therapy when you know.
But but then when was times people to set goals for those discovers themselves and just.
What it all comes to them from their experiences and then the key is what you do.
He finds something worse to keep the lights on and it’s that we’re doing this is alexis i know is.
As much use even before very clearly in pain and once i’m going to sit sometimes i can vocalists and.
[34:38] But you know lately and then this is the first time i’ve actually seen this person for awhile.
Set was amasses lives in those those ones that will this point for those listening radio and before i made a conscious choice are i get off your lazy asses and exercise and.
Sensor in redmond is just about anyone going through any type of physical muscle acer party pain go swimming.
Time for a visit from the baby jesus on a pogo workout it’s all who live in it is all some glasses all.
Also can not glory hallelujah all his why is a muscle and then in the water and it will see his and the little.
Do you have brought for we found out what was very young.
That was swimming fun something that i like to do you deserve your slash right it was for something he didn’t work to get in there.
But in my physical therapist found out that was in that there was a hospital.
Yes hold the the first three resistance heats up the walk and it sucks on water in and my.
[36:09] That is capture on video for one of her son and now it’s adult us three thousand three r yeah cuz when water instead of more.
And you know where is traction when you can hear someone you move your arms it doesn’t seem like it’s fun but you’re working every muscle in your class at,
very little to no impact so you not hurting yourself to help yourself it’s and.
So with that nice warm water that doesn’t boil over and you feel like your coffee crashes for more than five minutes.
You have a nice long thirty min or twenty min of hearts ovens.
Most of the moves and relax and that’s why do you say industry slightly below sea lions or which.
I know that you can see you alot of my feet flat on the floor because i come down to twenty four hundred psi your taxes that.
That has just stopped along because that’s what.
And for so long and because is francis is that it’s high pressure side or to the,
i just bought the ladies yet because i have a pair of the flash lol.
So yeah that’s your ex and his new flag slowly.
[37:40] Boy from china we should also facing.
[37:48] A bride is he is he had slit to increase your very painful acute injury and just paint from hard is that the.
[38:02] Now what do you consider a goats you cover picture appears when you just have why is relay.
[38:11] F this day what is your shower and do this to find my center.
At this dennys usually can’t wait to slim my i have a friend that i signed up with server room unit keeping each other on task we have one rest day a week.
And you use what you swim and exercise six days yes.
And that’s not the way i want to because.
Watching netflix was more appealing and.
In this scene what was that was working when she get and has solitary mom said if all your doing is hurting us are one who’s just sitting here.
There’s this new thing in bed and watch just no rain times where he is your friend and hang myself yeah and what’s the.
[39:11] He said that’s fuller house on the payments for being a really.
Or more get up and get here that which is and.
Is there a talk to break that cycle where online news is it only one or outside what is your people i don’t.
But it is the most arm and kind of reading or any kind of program weathers size or or force yourself in social situations.
[39:53] You don’t want to you what you want to be where you’re comfortable and want to be at home specially.
In and my situation where i live by myself i don’t see what is one hundred k or help with that is i just want to be left alone and.
Just sit here and watch netflix.
And still am in misery and and they can get a point where the software for revival and option but.
When you force yourself to.
It’s time you got it to the poor and when when you will what is right and.
The sea you waiting me.
[40:39] Treatments your cover letter yes because you found treatment as much as as a dimensions for me swimming is fun its is a fun activity is it’s a cool thing to do.
But as of going swimming you’d probably get today’s exercise possible and.
Was nancy and the water was to start once.
The number is one okay they say yeah well ladies.
What time you close your eyes this lady she is single awhile recently work with the.
Four there is a small to play dvd but.
[41:33] That matter is is recreational as well as it is not as it turns out this is the you get.
Almost immediate benefits from it you feel better when you’re walking to the car.
Same man that was good to great and now hungry because i heard that hundred is off maybe we can go get something he says as you go.
Do something else you’re probably to go get something to eat try someplace new marriage in half when you see other people and your our society.
And maybe this isn’t so bad i’ll do it again tomorrow and then all new or the next day.
And you know just like everything else is beneficial to have a working progress so for my friend and is wednesday but.
I know this is late fees if you of my experiences file on manage.
My ipad is what causes symptoms are c h a and you have to sometimes force is subject to stick to.
[42:47] You know i don’t wanna see this is talking to those living with chronic pain and full life i.
Bring money that i didn’t come in my situation times and my daughter you have duration of it but another.
[43:07] Factor what advice would you give to when they had their whole life for the choir crime pays your where is your man.
[43:18] Because man is your your name says it so many do.
This is the very spain international and not talk about it and and if they experience it.
[43:36] It’s almost that lumberjack mentality you know you use update user is our ages for a long time and then it’s only possible way what is your advice you.
Two men is doing when the crime scene where do the hinges lol.
Yeah knowledge that is happening and for the first little while sure pass five.
Cuz that’s the nature of light every once in a while for it and then tomorrow we are hurts your ears of five awesome.
But there is the point or even if you don’t want anyone else is worse.
And it’s gonna keep going until you can speak up and say.
This someone feeling like this site this hurts right now and.
And not only that but has anybody can rivals right but the ones who is you got boobs even throw anything into his home remedies work for this.
In what is the nature of this in my knee hurts or my and on my joints are killing me what.
Maybe use a maserati is an exercise regimen they will recommend on ceo position but.
Anything to go the sun don’t.
[45:08] I’m about to have anything if you want marshall cool start reading about the weather all really your good sir lol this is,
and then some people about serious stuff that you have to move on to the base,
so what time workers you can get through the by doing that right but you know.
Talk what’s your paying dues the do with a for sissies is for.
This was temporary yeah it is something that you know that there is being comfortable to use and.
If you talking to someone about it is.
Be installed in paris for all to see a doctor for that you go into a locker room cuz there are some people who are in a lot better shape than you and sometimes will the new owner.
Walking to toms and bring in la from the gym so.
It couldn’t verizon on darker than theirs you going to walmart for their c on public.
[46:16] But do we the public of all of its secrets something to be ashamed if.
If people see you as a physician sees and if you know.
[46:30] In texas to do something whatever it may be because physical exercise works for the fbi and find the thing that works for you,
and do that unless its a drinking oracle business of cocaine don’t do that that’s wrong don’t self medicate and irresponsible e lol the kids will be there and book from but don’t want.
Is not sponsored by their two thousand seven not you were probably getting a better job yes we’re or out of the digits.
[47:07] Been hit once.
And it’s is a great it’s not complaining it’s now what may use your humor to a knowledge inexpressibly people where you stand you you don’t shy away from.
[47:24] I tell people i do i run yeah because for those that receive the ice a perform this seat position in the air.
So i am doing sit down comedy or do you stand up and i can’t get the first part of that right so always been because of your condition is because it is the singer last.
Yes it’s always been because i was saying was and get use just for just then loses his meeting back.
But yeah it was it was all because of you know.
You don’t have to think this one over and turned into something positive or something funny like i just example from thirty first time that i did.
Standard performance i did tell people involved as new chair was they had a problem providing and.
Didn’t see your car was there is it back with the rest of the town set which was at the back of the auditorium so when they call my name.
[48:41] It took me forever to get out there and when you’re doing this and a performance the ncos for ryan’s.
And that’s why or how to do it for everybody.
Oh or more everybody and there’s a rumor going on yo it’s.
Ten and the first thing he said when i finally got there when applying to miss you guys of course rumors muscle for summer it was the wrong one.
What is that.
That’s how i can use this so it in to the us and share stretch should my arms than that we don’t to the mobile phones were not yet.
And i need some more shake the shoulders and start the next one one to my phone again grab the first thing i said for my first and performance.
Which but their situation is don’t mark the process rain and the entire room.
What’s the matter and it was it was the perfect thing to do because that was the first line.
And people when they were observing were no from smoking laughing at us right now.
What happened this is where am i black and laughing with him a lot and was first line of the release the tension in the room this is gonna be great that was hilarious ever these to okay.
[50:24] What mood for my first in forms to speak to anybody find how to weigh that.
I don’t other people will be able to deal with what you’re doing with to make it easily digestible for that because.
When i was growing up and even now people will stop me on the street and they will talk very loudly and slowly and deliberately because mark surely must be stupid.
[50:57] And news very simple words so that i can comprehend that and then,
search my rolodex was everything where i know like fire and reply,
but people are gonna have the reception when going on stage one to stand people wonder is from the very first did i just go off and i do people always ask,
she’s here action or is it just you just go out there and do it and not reply is well.
Is there an talk to little freak my whole life there look on the sides that is on the look right if you sideshows should pay attention.
[51:41] Alright thank you for sitting and talking with me,
definitely with me post this were in person least information and it truly is very little and two other resources that he turns you for.
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[52:01] Definitely i appreciate you accepting reading facebook messages talk about work for some people it said for some people in my five it machine or something to hide and it you are.
You are a yes for a little spanish so i appreciate you being open and sharing your story don’t don’t do the rear for everybody is.
It’s gonna be something that you’re going to do with the last year why don’t you buy yourself.
There is there are people and things available and organizations that will help you but no one can know about.
[52:42] Thank you very much and wrap this up so that i just want reminder listeners.
Awareness is always free and compassion is priceless think you’re in for giving us awareness thank you are a.